Why I Couldn’t Spend My Lawsuit Money… Until I Had No Choice

For a long time, I couldn’t bring myself to spend my lawsuit money. The guilt was overwhelming—I felt responsible for the death of my abuser, even though I knew deep down it wasn’t my fault. Every dollar felt like something I didn’t deserve. But when my mental health reached a breaking point, I had no choice but to use that money to get the help I desperately needed. In this video, I open up about my journey, the emotional weight of financial guilt, and how I finally fused the money to enter a mental health facility. If you’ve ever struggled with guilt, trauma, or feeling unworthy, you’re not alone. Let's talk about it. ✰VLOG CHANNEL✰ Jacy Erin Vlogs ➭ https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCb2iepXWsj3PaGAVL5tZB4w ✰SHADOW BRAINS✰ EP1 I Thought I Had a Stroke - https://youtu.be/YF6KyoWBBqo?si=ZtUFqLusMm-Ppxw- EP2 Hypervigilance Was Taking Over My Life - https://youtu.be/Dfojz2eme_8?si=_N5Cw2lU40r6L7B4 EP3 I Was a Victim of the USC Gynecologist - https://youtu.be/x98lCvIKy54?si=ax5MqU5ZWp2ZhMYz ✰FROM THE VIDEO✰ My First Movie Role - https://youtu.be/AmvURQSQ7g8?si=YjEoLZNDYR95o_Wc Come to Work With Me - https://youtu.be/4fb_66XGcy4?si=EI3D7cLHBOCwN4nI Sister Trip to Paris - https://youtu.be/K_N0CZ7exxA?si=rXbqUgAEudpROmhx ✰CHAPTERS✰ 0:00 Living in Poverty 9:34 My Abuser Died 14:45 Hitting Rock Bottom 19:36 Checking into Mental Facility ✰SOCIAL MOVEMENTS✰ Color of Change - https://secure.actblue.com/contribute/page/support-us?refcode=coc-website_homepage_header Planned Parenthood - https://www.plannedparenthood.org/get-involved/other-ways-give RAINN- https://rainn.org/ ✰ LET’S CONNECT ✰ Instagram ➭ @jacyerin Twitter & TikTok ➭ @jacyerin_ Vlog Channel ➭ https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCb2iepXWsj3PaGAVL5tZB4w I also host a talk show! Show ➭ @livestyle.tv My Hosting IG & TikTok ➭ @jacyhosts