what falling in love with a girl feels like, documented

I PROPOSED TO HER!! 💍 https://youtu.be/g3JTP5wat-U When I initially started filming these video diaries, I had come out of a breakup and couldn't imagine falling in love again, let alone finding my (soon to be) wife! I’m nervous to share something so vulnerable and raw, but i've posted this in the hopes that someone feeling this way will find reassurance in that they're not alone in this experience, and that it is possible to find love like this. *** Whilst i’ve kept a lot of footage, I have removed quite a bit of stuff I just don’t want to share it with the internet, some bits are just between me and galpal! So consider that this isn't the full picture of my emotions going through it! Just the bits im comfortable sharing :) If there is one message you takeaway from this video, it’s that there is a girl out there for you. You will fall and you will be caught. And it will be magical. MERCH BAAABY ✨🌈 https://shop.laurenelloise.com/ Every purchase goes towards creating MORE videos! Feelings tipsy? ☕️🌱 https://tips.laurenelloise.com/ If you like my content, you can buy me a soy hot chocolate! I see everything you comment and message, thank you cuties! ♡ ✧ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/laurenelloise ✧ Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@laurenelloise Business enquiries: [email protected]