In this exclusive and deeply personal episode of Begin Again, Davina McCall steps into the guest seat as Steven Bartlett takes over hosting duties for a powerful role reversal like never before.
For the first time, Davina opens up about the life-changing moment she discovered a 1-in-3-million brain cyst, the fear of undergoing surgery and the difficult decision to keep her diagnosis private until the day of her surgery. She shares the raw reality of waking up from major brain surgery, the emotional letters she wrote to her children, and the long road to reclaiming her sense of self. Steven Bartlett, entrepreneur, bestselling author, and host of The Diary of a CEO, guides this emotional conversation with care, as Davina reflects on the anger, uncertainty, and gratitude that shaped her recovery. This is a story of resilience, vulnerability, and the power to begin again—even when life takes an unexpected turn.
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00:00 Intro
01:22 Message from Davina
04:54 How Does It Feel to Be Back?
06:40 Telling People About the Diagnosis
10:28 Finding Out About the Tumuor
15:33 The Official Diagnosis & What It Means
17:13 Deciding to Have the Operation
24:37 It Can Happen to Anyone, No Matter How Healthy
27:33 Telling Friends About My Diagnosis
31:49 The Day of Diagnosis
35:35 Confronting Death
39:26 The Children & Motherhood
43:58 Adobe Ad
45:07 Rebuilding Her Relationship with Her Step-mum
58:28 Davina’s Relationship with Michael
01:01:24 Fear After the Operation
01:10:48 Public Reaction
01:13:16 Friends & Family
01:15:21 Gratitude
01:20:30 Coming Back to Work
01:27:20 Beginning Again
01:36:49 How Are You Feeling?
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