Today I spoke with Tai Goodwin, who grew up in a Baptist church and placed her faith in Jesus at a young age, but ultimately deconverted as the truth claims of Christianity fell apart.
We touched on many topics, including:
• Placing her faith in Jesus at an early age in large part due to the mostly positive example of strong Christian women in her life.
• Being afraid of being "left behind" when Jesus came back to Rapture his church.
• Starting to doubt her salvation as she wrestled with whether she was rejecting sin and pursuing god enough.
• Moving away from the church and Christianity as she saw the powerlessness of prayer.
• Realizing that people who had been exposed to the Gospel and Biblical teaching for decades were often unkind and unhappy.
• Feeling like god was refusing to show up to help her and others in need.
• Admitting that she could not connect to the god of her mother anymore but asking god, if he were real, to find a way to connect with her.
• Admitting that the Yahweh character is a hyper-abusive psychopath and that he would be entirely undeserving of worship if he were real.
• The beauty of being able to ask hard questions and to glean from various worldviews without including dogmatism.
• The importance of not raising kids based on the motivation of fear and punishment and instead helping them to gain their autonomy and becoming fully themselves.
Thanks to Tai for sharing her story and insights!
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Connect with Tai!
Tai's YouTube channel:
@TaiGoodwin23
Catfished by god
https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61557669371025
"Girl Get Free" podcast
(link coming soon)
Brady Goodwin's YT channel "Ichapod"
@ichapod
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Ending music by Kazuya / Eyal Raz, "Friends"
https://artlist.io/royalty-free-music/song/friends/2825
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qbqNO6DdAQ
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If you are facing emotional distress, please call 911 or the National Suicide Hotline
1-800-273-8255.
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