AFTER LOSING his WIFE his property BECAME to much to handle

I'm not going to lie if I look tired in this video it's because it is the second job of the day. I was pretty tired after the first job and thought about going back to the house to relax but I pushed through, and I am glad I did because I was able to meet the homeowner here (Mark). While talking with him I found out that he has been through quite a lot over the past few years. When I first offered to cut his lawn, he told me that he had no money to pay me, and I let him know all the work that I do is Free of charge. With a little explanation of what I do, he told me that he has actually seen guys like me on YouTube before. He was curious why he hasn't seen me before. It's honestly the same reason you guys didn't get a ton of videos from me for a while. It was very hard on me mentally when I found the person that was deceased and I really retracted from posting. I just couldn't take the extra mental BS from random people on the internet. Obviously, I'm not talking about you, but YouTube does this thing where they take all of the super negative comments and put them in a neat little tab that allows me to EASILY find them. Probably to hide them away but once you know they are there that is the first thing my sick little brain wants to look at. Who's talking crap today? lol. Don't worry I have broken that habit now. It was probably as hard to do as it was for me to stop smoking. So, for all of you that stuck around and stayed supportive while I took my break, I just want to say thank you so much. It really means a lot to me. After explaining the incident to him he was worried about telling me about what had happened to him. I let him know not to worry and then Mark told me about his recent and unexpected loss of his wife that happened right here in their home. For everything that I do that might mean a lot to people, I know that one of the most important parts of work is incredibly simple. All I have to do is be a loving and open ear for people to speak to. So many people are burdened with so much hurt, loneliness, or hardship and kindness of conversation often times means much more than the work that I performed. At the end of the job Mark was very pleased and told me that if he had money, he would happily pay me, but I would never take it, so it doesn't matter anyway lol. I love you guys so much. For my audience that loves the lawn care juggernaut channel I just want to let you know that I am working on content for that channel right now and look very forward to resurrecting it to its former glory. OUR FAMILY VLOG CHANNEL - https://youtu.be/qn1v3cylyyo?si=PY5MtLP-Hb149vrm DON'T MISS OUT ON A CHANCE TO WIN A FREE 65 INCH 4K T.V. All you have to do is sign up for the free newsletter or become a channel member * NEWSLETTER SIGN UP -- https://lawncarejuggernaut.com/newsletter/ * Channel Member - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCISMdsCs7nzk3spMuh7GFDA/join We are doing a giveaway every month in both of these locations SO DON'T MISS OUT!! TORO MOWERS - https://bit.ly/THIS_IS_THE_TORO_MOWER_THAT_I_USE EAST TEXAS TRAILERS - https://bit.ly/easttexastrailersboring want a sneak peek at new videos coming up. Check out our Instagram page. Juggernaut Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/lawn_care_juggernaut